This year has been quite a doozey.
Surgeries. Hospitals. Medicines. Pain.
It has been a struggle to remember that God has things well in hand and remains firmly in control. In my brain I know that this is true. But my body is revolting, including my heart.
In all the situations of other families that I am aware of, I don't understand why. That remains the big question.
I know that we are not meant to know all things but a small clue might be nice.