Monday, December 28, 2009

Year end musings

This year has been quite a doozey.

Surgeries. Hospitals. Medicines. Pain.

It has been a struggle to remember that God has things well in hand and remains firmly in control. In my brain I know that this is true. But my body is revolting, including my heart.

In all the situations of other families that I am aware of, I don't understand why. That remains the big question.

I know that we are not meant to know all things but a small clue might be nice.